that being my destination.

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9:50 PM

wow it's been a while. i realise no matter how much you think you've grown at a certain point in time, past that point, looking back, from then till present, i still am growing. and it's amazing isn't it. how much there is to learn. about so insignificant a world.

i guess yestd and today were just a super huge consolidation of it all. haha. everyone, not just me has grown soso incredibly much. say, kat. it seems it was just yesterday when we started researching on studying in the states, her considering which scholarships to apply for. yet it was almost 4 months ago already when she so excitedly announced that she got the saf womens scholarship. i remember being so excited for her to start bmt. writing that super long letter in the journal. and now. her bmt's over. just a few days ago i had a interview as her refree.

to me sunday school lessons have been the most wonderful experience. listening to how joel speaks nowadays, how he talked abt receiving his a level results. how ben is so excited to contribute. even mark is growing. hahah. i hope harry's learning much from his bmt experience. i really hope we'll grow alot closer as a class. esp now that there's so much more room for discussion during lessons. even my very special sunday school classmate has been growing too. :) i love my sunday school class. i hope we all grow up and become like kenneth yujin they all go each other's house play game drink wine.

jc life's been its usual sharpener, teaching us to hurry up grow before we get cut. with cts over, i guess it's time to take a little breather. but then again. with the barce trip coming up. it's somehow more stressful. and physically taxing. hahah. it's exciting though. i cant wait for that. and to see how our concert items develop. i think it's really looking good. :) yay. but after may it'll be mugging time again. oh well. it's my last bit of fun in jc. better go relish it all.

yay. thank God for the way things have been and are. yesterday i had alot of fun cooking :) i hope we'll have many more chances in the future. thank you for such wonderful times.

i wonder if anyone reads this still.

&the joy.