that being my destination.

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9:58 PM

yay i'm so excited about the move. :) it's now all so pretty and new. hopefully it'll go beyond the walls. a new church. a church without walls. :) whoa. it's such a wonderful dream. and it'll come true. in His time.

thank you Lord for the youth. for the hearts, the hands, the eyes that tell so so much. they're wonderful creations that are still being moulded, beautiful as they may already be. and it's amazing to watch the process. to imagine what they'd be like and be surprised by God's plans.

and i guess we dont have anything much to worry about anymore. with everything in his hands, we'll soar with him above the flood. :) and yay. anything can happen.

&the joy.

9:43 PM

yay i cant wait for tmr. :) so many exciting things happening. and no more exams! except chinese and pw but aiyah pretend dont have lah for now. i'm really so excited. yay.

josh! hahaha yeah i think the last time we met properly was like. when ah. sec 1 or something. haha a bit long ago. yeah and play computer and in the little playground in their garage. :) we'll see each other soon i hope. if not it'll be like. at someone's wedding or something i guess. hahaha.

yay!

&the joy.

2:20 PM

only 5 more exams.

:)

&the joy.

9:41 PM

hello did you find me? :)

&the joy.

2:36 PM

exams are in less than a week now.

do you ever wonder why we must study how many carbons there are in what organic compound and how to prove silly propositions by induction? really. and yet we have to learn these things. sigh.

short while more. let's bear with it audrey!

&the joy.

9:26 PM

i feel so loved. thank you so much all you lovely darlings. :)

i love you too! <3 hahah.

studying not been going very well i'm afraid. need to really cut all the other silly thoughts out of my head. and focus. :( hopefully i wont have any r-papers to do. i want to be completely free after 1 oct. :)

thank you so much for being there, for caring. and God truly is good. he's blessed me beyond measure. :) back to study.

and i cant sing the song anymore. bleh. no more 16 going on 17. heh.

&the joy.

10:06 PM

God is moving.

in this house. EEFC, here he comes! Lord thank you for answering our prayers. :)

&the joy.

12:21 AM

my God is AMAZING.

he works in his ways, in his time. step by step. first by prayer, then by devotion.

and wow. prayer works wonders. so never give up on praying. trust in Him. for He answers prayers. i'll keep praying for them. it really works. :)

thankyou Lord.

&the joy.

11:56 PM

haha my blogskin's a stark reminder.

there is a higher throne
than all this world has known
where faithful ones from every tongue
will one day come

and i'll be one of them. :)
exciting isnt it.

as bad as things may seem today, i rest assured in the fact that there is some place better. and i'll be there with all my friends that i've made forever. :) like at the end of the 50th anniversary performances, when we all went our separate ways, we still know that we'll see each other again one day. so it's till we meet again in heaven, or sooner. :) i cant wait.

and i really want to help ppl to see it too. yet it's so hard to look beyond this world, to help ppl lift their eyes to see what really is above us all.

i love you and i'm praying for you my friends. <3

&the joy.

8:36 PM

sometimes things happen rather unexpectedly.
and we're unsure how to feel about it
on the surface it's a big disaster
but delve deeper and it's much of a blessing.
it's only in times of trouble that true feelings shine through.
and to see that,

Lord i say a prayer for toby.
everything happens according to your plan.
and he's yours.

so many things've been happening, i'm not sure if i'm actually going to be able to study. but then again, these lessons are so much more valuable and precious. Lord i'm yours.

&the joy.

10:58 PM

cos of the limitations of language, it can only be expressed in one word: AMAZING

isnt he? it's just amazing how he works. things all fall into place when he steps in. yet first you must let him in to mess things up.

you are amazing God.

&the joy.

9:50 PM

missing those times. <3

&the joy.