that being my destination.

20060122

7:30 PM

fri sat and sun went by in such a blur. it's finally over. not that i didnt enjoy myself. on fri hsien fa decided not to turn on the air con in the studio. even tho i only went for abt an hour, i was sweating like mad la. and then i became so sticky. the invest was funny. tho rachel shong and suyi were the most surprising. rachel is sooo chio and suyi wore a sari. haha. then i had to rush home cos i wanted to shower before going for romans trail. so i was kinda late for the trail. but it was really interesting. i'm now in michael yong's class.

sat. hsien fa's class again. today we had the air con. it was quite a good class. we did the giselle thingy. then i went down to erika's place. havent been there in a while. then we went to watch the chaplain's cup. it was quite exciting. although i didnt really know what was going on. but we lost. oh well. and the rain was terrible.

sun. we had birthday canned drinks for jan and josh. qoo for jan and 100-plus for josh. with straws for candles. cool right? haha. and then we discussed the meaninglessness of life. so we decided we should all be happy to die. cos we're going to heaven! yay.

&the joy.

8:57 PM

yay. i finally managed to get a haircut. dawn wanted to go to so we went together to this cheapo place near coro. cos we decided that everyone else goes to expensive places and they all have the same hair style. so we shall be different. haha. so my hair is shorter now. and mrs chan says that we can go for the invest. yayness. finally get to go in my final yr in sc. haha. she was telling us about how ex the mirror was. $750!!! and it had to get replaced all because a small bit is smashed. sigh. i wonder what they did with the part that wasnt broken. maybe they donated it to the physics department. for optics experiments. haha. save the environment.

&the joy.

4:09 PM

i was drenched. i am wet. all because of the rain. made me think of the song, *its a happy day, and i thank God for the weather,*. am i really glad for this kind of weather? sigh. how to be thankful for everything?

we had RAP today. which is now PREP. yes is it prep time. and the rules are u are not allowed to do anything expect sit and your desk and mug. basically that. fuz is really mad abt it. tho i managed to use it to write my essay for tuition later. yay. actual productive time in school.

if there is one thing i learnt from fusion, it is how to give. really. i learnt that giving is better than receiving. although it may be hard at first, it gets easier and easier and the joy it brings you is really more than you can ever get from receiving. i've learnt to give of my life to God and love and other stuff to everybody else. how did i ever manage to learn that during the camp i'm not very sure. i guess that's what God wanted me to learn and i'm glad that he gave me the gift of giving. thank you Lord...

&the joy.

6:26 PM

oh. today i ate a sandwich, hor fun, a hamburger and ice cream. bleh. i'll grow fat soon. haha. went with dawn to island creamery after school. sec 4 is kinda boring. i dont really do anything in school but think about when it it time to go home. sad.
BUT. ooh. i cant wait for sundays. i love my church family. i really thank God for them. the ever- cute josh, matt, jan, charis, the always cool ben, noisy mark, bubbly kat and wacky charmaine and jean. really love them so much. not that i dont like my school friends tho. i love them too! yay.
cant wait for this sat. chaplain's cup against the dunearn bb. going to watch. not that i will understand it. i dont know soccer for nuts. but i shall be there to cheer them on. ...go go go! haha. but i have to skip ballet. really upset about that. i guess i have to choose. ive already decided that i will choose others over myself. if it benefits them more that i am there, i will go. no matter how tough it is for me to skip ballet. not that it is that hard nowadays. sigh.
we had this large scale spot check thing today. mrs chan and mrs neoh checked every girls' belt. mines okay. i think. cos i wasnt stopped. oh well. so many ppl have to go modify their uniforms now. poor things.

&the joy.

5:35 PM

okay. so ive decided i should start a blog cos i decided i have a lot to write about. i was just going to pick up a notebook and write but i decided i should do it on a blog so i dont waste paper and kill the poor trees. yay. and also i think that i should write abt my sec 4 life so that i can look back and see how boring sec 4 life was. so chim. haha. so yay.

&the joy.